Quandry

I don't know but I suddenly feel not ready to grow up. All this while, I've been dreaming of making my own money, driving my own car, having my own crib, and so much more. And now that the opportunity comes, I suddenly freak out and feel like rejecting the post that was offered to me.

I'm afraid of many things. I'll be going to the place alone, living my life far from the comfort of home and loved ones. After so long being a stranger in foreign lands, I wish I could linger in my hometown for a little while longer. I'm not ready to leave. I feel insecure. I wish I were a toddler all over again, that when the world becomes too freaky I could always run to my parents' arms.

And Polar Bear. I thought that we won't be separated by distance anymore. Once again, life would bring us to where it is fated to be. I feel so helpless..

I don't know if I could do this. Pray that I do :-(

-MissB-

Better than naught

Hi folks!

I know, it's been too long! Gosh, I've nearly forgotten that I OWN this blog! Gosh me! Ya, me, moi!!! Please don't throw your sandwiches/rotten eggs/smelly socks/reeking stuffs at me!!

To make things worst, this post won't prove any entertainment or appealing updates that probably appease you. But thank you for dropping by  :)

Or maybe... mmm.. will my unemployment story makes your day? Yup, I'm still a housewifedaughter and I'm waiting for the letter that will "freed" me from my jobless days (or could it be the end of my freedom?)

Strangely, I love everything about being unemployed (except the fact that I had to ask from my parents for money every time I went out). Well, I'll pay them later!

Okay... actually I'm on a date with Polar Bear but instead of going for a romantic outing (now stop your "awwww"), I'm now listening to his rhythmic snoring. zzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZ

But don't you worry Dear, I love you still and will love you more soon when you get a post in the hospital nearby (especially on your pay day) :P

I think that's all so far.
xoxo

-unemployed Miss B-