An Update

"I wanna scream and shout and let it out loud... and scream and shout and let it out loud... and say oh wee oh wee oh wee oh... and say oh wee oh wee oh wee oh"

Ok kids, life has been quite challenging for me. I did accept the job offer, and here I'm now writing from a distant place where nice folks live (thank God for that), far from home, a place where frugality must be practiced in other to survive.

I'm still trying to get used with everything, and I feel homesick all the time (boohoo!). My parents have done a lot of things in order to ensure that I enjoy my life here. They furnished my little rented room and drove around 300-400km every time they visited me. Mom even stayed with me for few days so I wouldn't starve myself to death or crying my heart out being alone in this new environment. Such a little brat, don't you think? But coming to this place has really opened my eyes to parents' commitment and sacrifice just to make sure that their precious daughter's future won't be at waste. I thank God for having parents who would go all out for their children. It's really a Parental 101 for me, though I'm not one yet. And my sister is also here with me now. She is going to accompany me until my housemate-to-be moves in next month. It's not that I'm scared to stay alone (I even protest to the idea of being accompanied, mind you), but it's nice to have someone there while you get accustomed to the surroundings. Again, I'm thankful for this.

Polar Bear is now a hospital intern and he works around the clock. Somehow I miss the time when we both were unemployed because we could spend all the time in the world together. I hope his crazy schedule will be over soon, and that he has more time for me. Yes.. I miss you! like a lot!! :C

I miss my girlfriends as well. Life won't be this hard if you guys are with me. We could laugh and cry together. Can't wait to see you again!

-Miss B-

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I feel I've aged tremendously these past few weeks. So old till I need someone to take care of me like a baby.
I feel so so old for everything. I think I need to feel pretty again. Old high-spirited me, come back. You're deeply missed.

-Miss B-