Monday, February 22, 2010

The Story Behind Her Smile.

Tonight was great. Another part of me was revealed. It was fun to discover something new but I ain't gonna make it a habit.
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I have just realized after so long that I’m not good in getting along with others. I have great friends indeed. But the problem comes from me itself. No one is to be blamed. I have a lot of things to learn.

Another thing is I feel bad of doing mistake. Especially when I'm so confident about something and it turns out to be wrong from others' perspectives. I care about what people think about me. I always want to give positive impression. And that makes me a coward. Scared of doing anything because I don't wanna do wrong. I guess, that's where I miss my lesson, my life learning lesson. I have the tendency of pulling out of almost everything due to my lack of confidence. Which goes back to my scared-of-making-mistake story.


I wish I'll learn more.

-Miss B-

2 comments:

  1. mistakes are unavoidable, we make mistakes and learn. Cheers mate, don't feel so bad. u knw what;s best for urself, and i think we're ALWAYS in the process of finding out more about what is good for ourselves...things change all the times. not advising, not asking u to agree, just sharing my opinion, Hee =)

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  2. Cheers, there. I welcome your opinion. I guess it's a part of being human. I mean, we are born to be in a never ending race. Since everyone wants the best, most of the time mistakes are seen as failure. I hope I have the nerve to take risk in my life=)

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