My friends always tell me that I shouldn't cry over spilled milk. And surely, Jesus doesn't want me to hate my life for He has suffered and died for me on the cross. I should have been thankful. Everything happens for reason. Life is beautiful. I should enjoy it and be happy.
Whoa, that sounds so light. I wish I could embrace all those inspirational quotes without worrying too much about tomorrow. How I wish... But as usual, easy said than done.
Yup, I'm having the "I wish I did that..." moment now. Regretting myself for something that i couldn't change. This monologue happens in my mind now.
- I wish I could turn back the time and correct everything.
+ Correct everything?
- Yeah... Don't you see it? I shouldn't *********(this is applied to be private and confidential) that day.
+ HELLO! How could you tell that you'll CORRECT everything if you could turn back the time? How do you know that will be the best decision you would ever make?
- Well, I don't know... I thought that would be the best one...
+ See??? You thought that would be the best one... You ain't sure about it. Hey, why don't you just take it from this way? Just assume that you've done the right decision! Who knows even if you've decided the other one, you probably wish that you've done what you had done that day...
- What if this is not the one?
+ Well, you've gotta find out somehow... Don't you worry too much, they'll be more opportunity ahead...
- What if there's none?
+ You are worrying too much! Don't you think that you probably miss another opportunity while you're regretting your decision???
- Yeah, you're right...
+ Cheer up, girl... the world is for you to discover...
- I hope so...
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The conversation didn't completely ease my disappointment.. But i feel much better...
-Miss B-
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