I seriously need some help.

Wouldn't it be nice if I come home and Polar Bear is there, welcoming me with sweet smile, and then ready to listen to my rambling about my day...

I was lucky enough for my housemate cooked something nice for dinner. At least I could calm down after a hectic day. I know I should have stopped talking about my day at school, I probably have bored you to death... but sorry, I just can't help myself. I need to write my feeling 'out loud'.

I suppose everyone could already guess it... yup, today was my frustrating day AGAIN.

I was just so frustrated because I couldn't control my students well... I envy one of my college-mate who's also doing practicum in the classroom. She's doing much better than I do... She could handle them well... and her lesson went very well... If only I could do something like hers...

I notice one of the weakness in my teaching point is my language use. I couldn't communicate to the students as how the other teachers do because I don't have the vocabs... I feel so bad about it... I was trembling, and words didn't come up easily... and students were laughing behind my back... I just couldn't handle them...

If only I have a magical stick, I would make myself fluent, so I could communicate easily.

Way to go, Miss B. You have a lot of things to learn...

I hope I'll do much better tomorrow. I need to coach students in a dancing activity. They are going to perform in front of everyone, and of course, I want them to do it perfectly (if possible)

I just want them to have fun, and feel good about themselves when they are performing it. And hopefully, they will cooperate more...

-Miss B-