Haunted

If you're looking for a word to describe me, maybe you can consider "pessimist".

I'm aware that my confidence has grown a bit these past few years... But sometimes insecurity won't just happy to leave me alone...

I'm haunted by my inadequacy, I feel unaccomplished.

Something like if others get 'tick' for five times, I only manage to get two.

I know I should have been more grateful. But I just can't help it sometimes.

I wish I outgrow this feeling soon.

-Miss B-