:(

I'm so tired of learning English.

I'm so so so tired.

I hate how words often fail me.

I hate presenting in front, speaking to a bunch of people who don't even care to bother just because they couldn't understand me.

And they never know I spent one whole week to prepare for the speech. They never know I stayed up the whole night before just to come up with the stupid powerpoint. They never know I practiced my speech at 3 o clock in the morning and continued till the first light of dawn. They never know it took me hours till I was satisfied to print out my notes.

I'm so hating myself. (I know it sounds awkward. we don't say that in English. Heck, who cares? Will you speak my native language better if you have to suddenly learn it?)

I'm so so tired.

I'm so so so tired.

-Miss me not-