Self-Mirroring

When I failed my driving test two years ago, I told myself that everything happens for reason. Up to this moment, I still do. Maybe I'm just comforting myself, I don't know. But deep down in my heart, I did feel disappointed with myself. I felt like a loser.

I try to contemplate where my weakness is. Undeniably, I'm a nervous person. I tend to get jumpy when I know people are assessing me. Although how good I am at one thing, I'll be like a real beginner when it comes to assessment. I don't know.

I'm trying my best to be calm lately. At the same time, I train myself to be organized. Maybe that will help lessening my jumpiness.

-Miss B-