Now is no longer considered as new year. In few weeks we'll step into the 7th month of the year.
At the beginning of this year, I knew little of what 2013 would be like. I was super excited because I would be finally graduating and taste the food that would be bought with my salary. I thought that starting this year I would have control over my own life. But this ideal picture that I had in mine was just a dream. In fact, if I could describe 2013 in an adjective it would be "helpless". A lot of things happened against my will and I couldn't do anything but to endure and try to survive.
But one thing I did realize when I reflected about these series of unfortunate events was my lack of faith. I was too arrogant and thought that I could carry my burden with my own strength. I forgot about the Big Guy Up There. He is probably watching me now, shaking His head and saying "You should have relied on Me".
To have more faith I should. To trust that every difficulty/helplessness that I'm facing now would lead to a better me, a better future. Therefore, never cease believing in Him.
~Miss_B~
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