Just a thought

Marie Digby is one of my favorite singer/composer... She writes beautifully... I love how she put her thoughts in words, in every line of her song lyrics...

and here's the lyric....

Unfold

what i can remember

is alot like water

trickling down a page

of the most beautiful colors

i can't quite put my

finger down on the moment

that i became like ... this

you see, i'm the bravest girl

you will ever come to meet

and yet i shrink down to nothing

at the thought of someone

really seeing me

i think my heart is wrapped around

and tangled up in winding weeds

but i don't wanna go on living

being so afraid of showing

someone else my..

imperfections

even though my feet are trembling

and every word i say comes

stumbling

i will bare it all.. watch me unfold

unfold

these hands that i hold

behind my back are

bound and broken by my own

doing

and i can't feel

anything, anymore

i need a touch to remind me

i'm still real..

my soul

it's dying to be free

i can't live the rest of my life

so guarded

it's up to me to choose..

what kind of life i lead.

cause i don't wanna go on living

being so afraid of showing

someone else my.. imperfections

even though my feet are

trembling

and every word i say comes stumbling

i will bare it all.. watch me unfold

unfold

i will allow someone to love me

i will allow someone to love

me...

love me.. love me...

***

Yup, I have the desire to be "unfold" too... To be more confident and free myself from anxiety of being imperfect...

No one is perfect, yet there is room for improvement.

I wanna be a butterfly...

who might be once a caterpillar,

who might be once struggling to stay existed,

who might be once dreaming of being beautiful,

who might be once waiting for the time of her own,her day to be among the stars...

I wanna be

A caterpillar who at last turns out to be a butterfly...

All the best, Me

ps, and to you too... :)

-Miss B-