Wednesday, January 20, 2010

The Tarnish Being

Is it possible for a human to live on his/her own, without the need of staying in touch with his/her fellows? Thinking about this reminds me to The Rascall’s ‘What hurts the most’.

“What hurts the most… Was being so close…And havin' so much to say… And watchin' you walk away”

Sometimes it makes me wonder, how could we hurt our loved ones, the people that we love the most, when the first thing comes to our mind in the morning is to love them forever?
If only we could swallow our egotism and lay down our arms…

Or… Maybe I’m not sincere enough to love…
Maybe I am mistaken in mind of the real meaning of ‘to love’… That I actually have no idea of what ‘to love’ is…

This is so scary. How am I able to forgive my enemy when I couldn’t even love my loved ones?
And how am I going to teach my children, to love? How am I going to tell them about hope and having faith when there is no love in me?
What will happen if I couldn’t love and the people around me stop to love? How are we going to survive without love in our heart?

If only we, humans, are able to really comprehend every word in 1 Corinthians: 13.

“Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fail…”


Learn, dear heart.

-Miss B-

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