Don't you bring me down today

I didn't know why I was so upset. I got to know from my girlfriends about people talking bad about me and I became so angry. Initially I was pissed off with the person who started the whole thing. I swore and and screamed at the top of my lung... and now I regret it. Lose control and run amok, those are qualities that I'm not proud to have. In fact I'm ashamed of myself. I'm stable and I won't be mad easily, that was what I used to think about myself. But tonight, I lost control. I let myself to be eaten by anger, being so emotional, and I cried in frustration! Boohoo!

Then it suddenly dawned on me, why should I be upset? Well that's life, honey. Once you were on the top, everybody adored you. Now the wheel rolls and you are down at the bottom. You're upset, but it's okay to feel that way. Acknowledge the feeling, and stop being a bummer. You've gotta climb back.

I was furious earlier because people called me "attention seeker". But why should I be mad? I do love attention. What's wrong with that? and those people who name-called me don't even know me! wait a sec, do I even know them??? No! So, why should I care?

Words will definitely bring you down if only you allow it to.

I thank God for He's raised my confidence. I just need to make sure it's constant, which ofcourse, through His grace.

Now I feel bad to the person who started the whole thing. I shouldn't be so angry at him/her.

-Miss B-