An Update

How do I feel after a week? Well I guess I've started to get a good grip over everything though things sometimes slip out of my control. Feel less frustrated, which is a good thing because I don't distress my family and Polar Bear constantly. Apparently, they've been quite anxious about me. Well I don't blame them because I'm worried about my sanity too.

To ease myself and make up for having a bad start, I plan to buy myself something sophisticated. However, I really need to check on my financial state as well as it also influences my mental health. Sigh, I would never be able to recover from this. I used to think that money-wise wouldn't bother me once I get a job. Well a big mistake there, Young B! You've got lots of things to learn.

And to those of you who have been making my life difficult at the moment, I hope for for roles-swapping! I hope one day you would learn what I've felt so you won't do another soul a damage. *sobs*

I forgive you. A bit. Sigh.

Dear Lord, if this travail leads to You, so be it.

-Miss B-