The Big S Control

Case 1
I was sitting in front of my computer and all of a sudden the idea of getting a new handphone struck my head. It was simply because of my dissatisfaction with my current Nokia 1325 (I couldn't lock too many alarm!). Plus, the idea of having a new fancy phone with camera and cool ringtones lured me. So, I ended up spending minutes to hours browsing about new/used cheap handphone over the net. Time+Energy--> Wasted

Case 2
I was walking in a shopping mall one day and I couldn't see well because of my eyesight problem. Oh well, I forgot to bring my spectacles, and the irony part is I have two pairs at home! The first one looks quite cool and thus becomes my favorite. However, I happened to drop it one day and it was spoiled a little. The lens was scratched and it blurred my vision. I rarely wear it nowadays. What a waste! The second one looks too nerdy for me. So I kinda dislike wearing it.
The idea of getting a new spectacles was dancing in my head. Thus again I spent my time to sit in front of the computer to browse about new spectacles online. Time and energy --> double wasted.

Case 3
I kinda fear walking to the town. You'll think me ridiculous if I tell you the reason. Okay, one thing you have to know about me is I am what people call as the "Prodigal Daughter" a.k.a SHOPAHOLIC! Well, maybe not a real one because a prodigal daughter will make a repentant return at last (Dictionary, 2007) but in my case, I never succeed! I am well aware that I shouldn't be spendthrift, that I should think about saving money for the sake of my future, emergency case and so on... I could come up with a long list on why I shouldn't spend my money extravagantly in irresponsible way... but... I just couldn't resist the desire... It's too strong, enchanting... and like a person under a spell, I succumb into the temptation of ALMOST every SALE in the street... (cough cough!) Wasting my time, my energy and my MONEY.....


I use to mourn for every penny lessened from my bank account *sob*sob*
It's throbbing my chest, pining my head to think that I have to live with a less balance before my next pay banked in into my account.. I am so stress in calculating and planing my budget... *sigh*

I need a SELF-CONTROL.
Children, don't follow my example. It sucks. and NOT COOL at all.

-Miss B-