Too much of thinking can drive you crazy. (No joke)

I hate it when negative thougths occupy my mind. I hate it when I laugh with my friends, I pause, and think if the laughter's gonna last long. I hate being superstitious, believing that if one laughs, then he/she is gonna end up crying.

The fact that I'm typing about my hatred at the moment actually indicates that I'm being negative.

Because I always believe that hatred is a negative emotion in life. Weird, eh?

All these negative thinkings are enough to provoke negative feelings that can turn my life upside down. It's so much of misery and I'm not proud of it.

And now, I guess I'm in my bluess mood. It's so contradicting with the person I was about two hours ago, who was happily chatting and laughing with friends.

Don't hate me, Me. because it sucks.

I need some sense of approval.

-Miss B-