I had a long day today. Huff and puff, it was so exhausting! and now that I'm a sick tired person, I become quite cranky. Strange and weird too. All negative emotions cumulate, and I become a pathetic angry being. I feel so small and inferior.
So when I heard about others who are of the same age as me are now having their own careers, I get so envious. I know I sound so ungrateful now, but I just couldn't help it. They are now thinking to continue their second third degree, even some are now studying for PhD and I'm still stuck with my degree. I feel so unaccomplished.
I'm an ambitious person. There are a lot of things in this life that I want to achieve. But I'm such a slow low achiever.
Grrrr, B self-deprecating won't bring you anywhere! Wake up!
Somebody please slap this negative being of me.
Maybe I need to take my shower first. A long, pampering one.
-Miss B-
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