I hope.

Most of the time I'm worried about my self expression. I'm worried that people won't get me just because I can't explain things clearly. Sometimes I wish that I have all the vocabularies in the world and could speak all languages fluently... But that's impossible. I need more than a lifetime for that.

Since I can't do all, I have to choose. I have to learn the options left. And still, it's not that easy.

I told you in my previous post that I'm working on a strategy book for my student. To date, I haven't really finished it. I have to revise back all the things that I've learned before just to understand the task that I'm gonna ask my student to do. It's such a long process! My anxiety level is increasing. I'm so nervous and scared that I won't be able to teach my student well. Sigh...

Never in my life as a teacher trainee, I have ever thought of becoming the best teacher for my students. I am well aware that I won't be able to do so. But deep inside my heart, I have one humble desire (if only you consider this as one)... that I want my students to go home with something that they learn from my class... that they would be able to live better with the things that they learn during my lesson (applying knowledge into their real lives)

I wish I could learn a lot of things so I can share it with my students one day... as for the time being, I need to go back to my algebra revision so I would be able to work on my student's division strategy book...

Dear Student,

I hope when I come to see you one of these days, you'll understand the division concept more... I hope you can use it in your daily life. If possible, I hope it can help you in becoming Mathematician! lol!

with love,

-Miss B-