Thursday, January 27, 2011

Light the burden

I wish I could describe myself as 'fun' and 'easy-going'. That when you read my post, you'll laugh at my joke, but nod at the same time for you somehow find it wise.

When I scrolled down my page, I just found a dull creature who thinks and questions so much as if the world has come to an end. Too serious (gulp, me???), or maybe just a pesky who frets and worries over trifles. Silly.

I received an email from a friend lately about how to start a new chapter. A fresh beginning, and of course, a better life. I must say that at the end of it, it asks people to be positive. Positive --> is like an antonym word if you're to describe me. Polar Bear told me that one of the reasons he didn't read my blog is because it's too crowded with negativity. It's too complex, and doesn't suit his light and ebulient world. I live in a different dimesnsion, which contrasts his. I would not be surprised if he had been burnt long before he reached my world. What keeps him going is still a mystery, which would never be solved even by Sherlock Holmes.

But I love thinking myself as a survivor. Everyday is another day to survive on. To fight and to struggle. To survive. and of course, to learn.

sigh, I'm being too serious again. Maybe I should cartoonize my blog.

-Miss B-

No comments:

Post a Comment