Another yawn before dusk

There's this Indonesian song that was once so dear to my heart. Well, it wasn't really my favourite, it was kinda depressing but I could relate to every line of it. And now I guess it speaks the content of my heart well.

The song entitled 'Berhenti berharap', or in English, 'Stop hoping' or more to 'to give up hope'.

I didn't know why I was so demotivated lately. I felt like someone else, as though it wasn't being me. I miss being the enthusiastic me who'll fight to the very end. I miss the old me, who sought solace in everything that she did, enjoyed working hard, and immersed herself deep into literature and scholars.

Right now, I feel like doing nothing. I just want to be lazy, without giving a hoot if the exam is in 4 days. I don't wanna do anything.

-someone who misses being Miss B-