The rant of an imp

Last night, I wasted my time browsing about computer tab. I was wooed by the idea of getting an Ipad, or at least an Ipod, while busying myself with study. But they are so pricy for a poor student like me, whose penny is meant for every grain of rice, buns, and vegetable... not to forget the house bills... *sigh*

When I called home this morning, Dad asked about my financial situation, and I was tempted to ask for help. But again, thinking of Polar Bear's frown enough to shut off the idea. So, I told Dad that I was okay.

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I'm now on study leave, but I haven't really revised a lot of topics... Been procrastinating for the last 4 days... Gosh, I better start studying really hard soon.

I'm gonna leave this country less than two months... It won't be easy as I'm already attached to this place... I'm so gonna miss it being here, being a student on my own, meeting wonderful people that I made friends with, and of course, missing the climate! The four seasons in a day! where you wake up in the morning thinking that the sunshine's going to last till the end of the day only to be greeted by cold murky weather in the afternoon. Or when you wear your heavy bubble jacket to class at 9am because you think it's gonna be cold and windy only to be welcomed by the smiling sun two hours later.

It's beautiful here. Especially when it's spring. Flowers bloom everywhere and the sun shows its mercy after long months of cold winter... and it's still spring when I leave this country soon. An irony of beautiful season and sadness of setting off.

I don't wanna think of it yet. The thought of leaving is unbearable. I wish I have an Ipod, or at least Samsung Galaxy Wifi by then to amend the feeling :P

-Miss B-