The story of my temptation

"If you want something, work for it"

I have to constantly remind myself that I will never get everything that I desire in life, and that money doesn't grow on the tree. My spendthrift mind has been racing recently, thinking hard on how I can finish my allowance in a snap. I want new toys so bad. Ipod or Ipad, new phone... and upgrading my laptop os to the latest version. I want to be up-to-date. And like I've told you, my mind's been racing so hard...

I think I'm a bit too selfish. No, major selfish. The temptation is so strong... It's so difficult to resist... So difficult to tell myself that I'm penniless and that my credit card is meant for emergency. I want to call home so bad, asking for financial support. But to do so means I disesteem myself. I'm 23, yet I call home for money so I can buy new toys. Sigh, where's your so-called independence, B?

I hope I manage to find a job soon to quench my 'thirst' for technology. :P

-Miss B-